Abismo da vida real
No trabalho, oiço uma musiquinha super repetitiva na radio, invento um pouco de trabalho para que não olhem para mim com cara de poucos amigos.
Vejo uns mails aguardando as notícias de que já tenho conhecimento e deparo-me - caixa vazia. Respondo-me "o normal..." e volto ao trabalho, lânguida, numa serenidade preversa, num comodismo autómato.
A música muda, reparo que gosto mais do som desta, mas nada de especial.
O chefe está momentaneamente distraído.
Lá fora um sol radiante contrasta comigo, com isto tudo, com... este inefável abismo da vida real.
Impressão minha ou a vidinha que se leva é uma merda inconsolável?
Vejo uns mails aguardando as notícias de que já tenho conhecimento e deparo-me - caixa vazia. Respondo-me "o normal..." e volto ao trabalho, lânguida, numa serenidade preversa, num comodismo autómato.
A música muda, reparo que gosto mais do som desta, mas nada de especial.
O chefe está momentaneamente distraído.
Lá fora um sol radiante contrasta comigo, com isto tudo, com... este inefável abismo da vida real.
Impressão minha ou a vidinha que se leva é uma merda inconsolável?
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Bom blog!
Parabéns!
PS: Theatre of Tragedy com novo álbum...
Chama-se "Storm".
Ainda não ouvi.
É a estreia da nova vocalista.
Por falar nisso, a Liv Kristine (ex-vocalista de Theatre of Tragedy e actual vocalista dos Leave's Eyes) tem um novo álbum a solo. Também ainda não ouvi.
ahh, o douglas também anda por aqui!
muito bem vampiria, há uns anos atrás também era gótica e adoro as bandas que tu adoras (moonspell!!!), livros, etc, etc.
muitas vezes usei o nick vampiria. :p
a imagem do meu blog é de luis royo. que também curtes.
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o teu blog, trouxe-me tantas recordações...
A última frase espelha bem o que tenho sentido nos últimos tempos... Não sinto alegria, não me sinto animada e enquanto o sol brilha quente lá fora adensa-se a escuridão e o gelo na minha alma! Não sei qual o sentido da vida e parece que nada me corre bem mas ainda tenho uma secreta esperança que as coisas se modifiquem... Jokas
Oh, ainda bem que existe sim essa mocinha pequenina chamada esperança... beijos, dos grandes.
Muitas vezes na vida deparamo-nos com esses contrastes. Muito mais vezes do que a gente gostaria, acredita.
Bjs.
Amiga quantas vezes tb passo por isso no trabalho, com a família... mas isso tb me faz ter ainda mais a certeza daquilo que sou e daquilo que não quero para mim... Kiss
Querida Cátia
É tão difícil descobrir o significado da vida (alguma vez alguém descobriu?), mais a mais quando não nos sentimos realizados. Solução: não parar de lutar até que algumas coisas façam sentido.
Um beijo
Daniel
venho agradecer a visita ao meu blog.
a vida pode ser o que dizes, sim. mas também tem coisas boas e são essas que devemos reter. sei que custa, sei sim...
beijinhos, voltarei:)
Engraçado... nesta ultima semana tenho ouvido tantas vezes essa palavra ...
vidinha....
esta vidinha...
esta vidinha de merda...
...
sabes acho que esta vidinha é um adversário com o qual temos de lutar, uma palavra que temos que agredir, insultar, esmurrar... de forma a que lhe possamos arrancar a máscara... e ver , VIDA que se esconde por trás dela ...
...
porque é que será que fiquei com a sensação de que só escrevi asneiras nas linhas que ficaram para trás.....
....
Jinhos docesssssssssssss
Andei a tua procura noutro lado, com mais luz e encontrei aqui, na noite !!
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